=.-

I'm not able to concentrate or even start my work at all..working in IBM is really stressing me out! I feel that i'm going to fall apart soon.....soon.......soon

But why is this so?
Is this because i'm still new at work and i'm so lost..?
Is this because I don't have the skill and mindset to complete a task in the most efficient time..?
Is this because I don't have the passion in working at all..?

I feel extremely down and unwell thinking about work each day..each night..
without having a good time sleep.....

Why do i have to suffer all these?
Am I even suitable for this job.......?

I feel so unmotivated and confused...

What do I want actually??
What do I look for in a job??

I want to give up and just leave it all behind me..

I am even thinking ways to skip work....to fall sick....to do anything...




But work =.-